In all your life span. Have you ever thought of breaking the connection between yourself and the darkness. I call it the darkness because it is our buried secrets that follow us daily. In a weird way our secrets can hurt us and sometimes will cause nightmares. What can you do in our mind to hit the snooze button.
Do you confront your demons or Just keep moving forward, and let troll along with your shadow.
My demons hunt me everyday. Knowing how to not kill a man, knowing not to hurt a person, and that lust of sensation of sexual need. Those demons are generic and people tend to not expand nor fight it. I come to realize my shadow is coming to break. Whatever the case maybe. I tend to not see my shadow anymore. As I stay indoors, and drive. Having a cast away my demons daily is showing your strength to rejuvenation.
As you grow older and wiser your shadow dies down, and knowing not to look backwards. As you think you become a scholar. Becoming a new person as we get older is a shaping skill set. By breaking that shadow we know as a person it only temporary before a new shadow follows you.
The old saying usually comes along. Always move forward never backwards. Otherwise you will be in your shadow.
That being said, a shadow is always going to be following you. It will carry all you demons and soul desire. If you just move forward you will miss an opportunity. If that occurs. Then your shadow will take on that chance and opportunity. I think our shadow is a doorway to hell or new world.
Think of this way. If you watched the flash tv show or read the comics. There is a character called mirror master. Our shadow is showing an alternate version of ourselves. If you truly understand your own self. Then take this time break your shadow and not let it shine.
Mistryman out and about....
Wednesday, April 29, 2020
Sunday, April 19, 2020
Import or Home groomed
People ask me why I have not gotten the arrange marriage or why I am single. Simple answer I am all about the money.
Every since I was young. I have seen the struggles in my family had or people in general. I seen countless movies, read a lot of materials about life, and family issues. I have found that depending on self values and morel codes. People will enjoy their own personal choice and then regret it afterwards. The reason I say this. There are people I known that gotten arrange marriages and assuming that they will have a good time. If not, they will go a different path.
I have seen mixed cultures and arranged marriage work. Myself personally, I have felt that arrangements work if that person knows the person way in advance at a young age. People may have advise or said this to me. The only way a marriage works if both parties are in the boat, and share the same love and compassion.
While growing up parents have known that there are people that can make a suitable family extension. I have understood that for awhile. My mind set is already in the bouncing around to go towards neither option. As my decision over the years have been bad choices. Such as work life, social activities (missed out on SAA), working to much, caring for people who I thought was important. Things like these were all over the place. Most people have already focused on their own needs by the age. I have never had the opportunity to focus.
People are groomed at their own phases of life. I have grown to fast and made bad choices. People older than me tell me "it takes time" or "you will know when you are older." What do they know those inconsiderate ass wholes. Growing with older generations and being a transitional age person who works with all generations. I seem to forgotten who I am.
I get the feeling while wondering my life. I lack the education of social norms. It is not high school in real life. One wrong move can ruin your social life or norm. I had to punch an Asian dude out due to his mouth. Just because he was saying things, and calling my bluff. Overall, I have to say people who started out from exploring life, and then becoming somewhat adults. I call them out. Do they really have a perfect life? I think not?
Gosh that was hard to say out-loud.
Whatever the case maybe, my personal values are being affected no matter what I do. Going back to thought in import or home grown is a hard choice to make. There is additional issues while importing. Such as, sponsorship, ESL, culture, income, and housing. Soul responsibility of multiple individuals can drain a person out mentally and physically. I guess what I am saying. I would rather not import a girl from my homeland due to I enjoy my own simple value life.
Having additional responsibilities in another land can cause additional problems such as financial drainage. By all means, the money your are sending over, for the family can be scamming you in the end who knows. Foreign life can be different and difficult at times. If this back in the 70s, 80s, or 90s. The important culture values will be strong, and people will be more in passionate about each other or have a simple transition bringing in their spouse's family over.
If I was born in the 70s or 80s. I might go and import a girl if I had an opportunity. Now, people look at income, housing, if he or she can handle family drama or support their man's choices in careers. This is another reason why I do not want to import.
I can see myself in leaning towards home grooming. I have had a conversation with a person recently, and if in fact I go and import a person. I would need someone with a clear mind, and a lot of hope then become a home groomed person. What is defined home groomed is someone who has the same values as their partner, and will look after them no matter the circumstances, and someone who was born or raised in the same country as yourself. If this person is foreign I can shape this person in my image.
People keep saying to me go back home and find a girl. I tend to brush them off. As I known what type of people they are. As I had multiple females that were from foreign land. Their mind is different.
In all cases, foreign environment can get a lot of issues. The person can try to change you in their image as well. They want you to forget your birth right, and manage their own values and country.
In the end, I would rather be single and alone to deal rather than dealing with drama from my own homeland.
My life isn't complete. I realize that I have a long ways to go, but those have partners congratulations in finding their true love.
Mistry Man,
Out and about
Every since I was young. I have seen the struggles in my family had or people in general. I seen countless movies, read a lot of materials about life, and family issues. I have found that depending on self values and morel codes. People will enjoy their own personal choice and then regret it afterwards. The reason I say this. There are people I known that gotten arrange marriages and assuming that they will have a good time. If not, they will go a different path.
I have seen mixed cultures and arranged marriage work. Myself personally, I have felt that arrangements work if that person knows the person way in advance at a young age. People may have advise or said this to me. The only way a marriage works if both parties are in the boat, and share the same love and compassion.
While growing up parents have known that there are people that can make a suitable family extension. I have understood that for awhile. My mind set is already in the bouncing around to go towards neither option. As my decision over the years have been bad choices. Such as work life, social activities (missed out on SAA), working to much, caring for people who I thought was important. Things like these were all over the place. Most people have already focused on their own needs by the age. I have never had the opportunity to focus.
People are groomed at their own phases of life. I have grown to fast and made bad choices. People older than me tell me "it takes time" or "you will know when you are older." What do they know those inconsiderate ass wholes. Growing with older generations and being a transitional age person who works with all generations. I seem to forgotten who I am.
I get the feeling while wondering my life. I lack the education of social norms. It is not high school in real life. One wrong move can ruin your social life or norm. I had to punch an Asian dude out due to his mouth. Just because he was saying things, and calling my bluff. Overall, I have to say people who started out from exploring life, and then becoming somewhat adults. I call them out. Do they really have a perfect life? I think not?
Gosh that was hard to say out-loud.
Whatever the case maybe, my personal values are being affected no matter what I do. Going back to thought in import or home grown is a hard choice to make. There is additional issues while importing. Such as, sponsorship, ESL, culture, income, and housing. Soul responsibility of multiple individuals can drain a person out mentally and physically. I guess what I am saying. I would rather not import a girl from my homeland due to I enjoy my own simple value life.
Having additional responsibilities in another land can cause additional problems such as financial drainage. By all means, the money your are sending over, for the family can be scamming you in the end who knows. Foreign life can be different and difficult at times. If this back in the 70s, 80s, or 90s. The important culture values will be strong, and people will be more in passionate about each other or have a simple transition bringing in their spouse's family over.
If I was born in the 70s or 80s. I might go and import a girl if I had an opportunity. Now, people look at income, housing, if he or she can handle family drama or support their man's choices in careers. This is another reason why I do not want to import.
I can see myself in leaning towards home grooming. I have had a conversation with a person recently, and if in fact I go and import a person. I would need someone with a clear mind, and a lot of hope then become a home groomed person. What is defined home groomed is someone who has the same values as their partner, and will look after them no matter the circumstances, and someone who was born or raised in the same country as yourself. If this person is foreign I can shape this person in my image.
People keep saying to me go back home and find a girl. I tend to brush them off. As I known what type of people they are. As I had multiple females that were from foreign land. Their mind is different.
In all cases, foreign environment can get a lot of issues. The person can try to change you in their image as well. They want you to forget your birth right, and manage their own values and country.
In the end, I would rather be single and alone to deal rather than dealing with drama from my own homeland.
My life isn't complete. I realize that I have a long ways to go, but those have partners congratulations in finding their true love.
Mistry Man,
Out and about
Single and their male struggles
Well, as you can tell from my title. I am truly am one single person since I started this blog. Ever since I can recall. I usually have a issue in completing tasks. Such as, putting lotion on the back parts of your body. This is an example of our struggles.
Throughout time, and time again my body is hard to handle. If I consider yoga I would be able to suck my own dick. Realistically, you could if you try and do all those bending movements from yoga. You do not need to break two rib cages in order to do it. There was a moment where a great yoga master was asked by a comedian if he could suck his own dick. I was thinking, why would he ask that. I guess he the comedian sense that the yoga master had true peace in his life.
There is more to this rant. While going on rides at any amusement park the roller coasters are prime example in creating pairs. When you are a single male you do realize in the end you will be alone. They built these large machines to taunt you. Another example, when you have a hairy back or some sort of hair removal needs attention.
Having a partner is benefit to help with these tasks. Have you ever asked your partner to do these tasks if needed? If so, then that means your in a perfect relationship in a sense of equality and knowing you care about their needs.
Being a male single guy has their perks, such as not dealing with drama or other issues that comes with baggage along the way. But, its a lie. Having baggage can hold a lot things in your corner in life.
Other struggles occur such as starting a number of businesses that you have a passion in creating. Basically if your alone and want to do something. You will need support somehow. Being apart of "Lone Wolf" society can run its course as you get older. Having all the fun, and that wolf soon becomes not the ALPHA or BETA...it comes the OMEGA where you not important anymore.
The time has come to accept to not enjoy, but to settle. The meaning behind OMEGA is a full circle of life. That ALPHA becomes OMEGA when the next great wholesome WOLF comes. Over time and time again you think about how you could change. Encouragement comes from within and knowing the male struggles will understand your situation better.
If you find yourself in that status of OMEGA then you just need find your "deeshee bosooroi" which means rise. In light of context I have to write out that I feel that we should be herd. The male struggles could be anything. I would be depressed, and who would I turn too? I only can turn to myself in the end. While other can turn to their partners, and discuss anything.
Hopefully, one day I can reconnect to the girl of my dreams, and hopefully she understands where I am coming from.
Mistry Man,
Throughout time, and time again my body is hard to handle. If I consider yoga I would be able to suck my own dick. Realistically, you could if you try and do all those bending movements from yoga. You do not need to break two rib cages in order to do it. There was a moment where a great yoga master was asked by a comedian if he could suck his own dick. I was thinking, why would he ask that. I guess he the comedian sense that the yoga master had true peace in his life.
There is more to this rant. While going on rides at any amusement park the roller coasters are prime example in creating pairs. When you are a single male you do realize in the end you will be alone. They built these large machines to taunt you. Another example, when you have a hairy back or some sort of hair removal needs attention.
Having a partner is benefit to help with these tasks. Have you ever asked your partner to do these tasks if needed? If so, then that means your in a perfect relationship in a sense of equality and knowing you care about their needs.
Being a male single guy has their perks, such as not dealing with drama or other issues that comes with baggage along the way. But, its a lie. Having baggage can hold a lot things in your corner in life.
Other struggles occur such as starting a number of businesses that you have a passion in creating. Basically if your alone and want to do something. You will need support somehow. Being apart of "Lone Wolf" society can run its course as you get older. Having all the fun, and that wolf soon becomes not the ALPHA or BETA...it comes the OMEGA where you not important anymore.
The time has come to accept to not enjoy, but to settle. The meaning behind OMEGA is a full circle of life. That ALPHA becomes OMEGA when the next great wholesome WOLF comes. Over time and time again you think about how you could change. Encouragement comes from within and knowing the male struggles will understand your situation better.
If you find yourself in that status of OMEGA then you just need find your "deeshee bosooroi" which means rise. In light of context I have to write out that I feel that we should be herd. The male struggles could be anything. I would be depressed, and who would I turn too? I only can turn to myself in the end. While other can turn to their partners, and discuss anything.
Hopefully, one day I can reconnect to the girl of my dreams, and hopefully she understands where I am coming from.
Mistry Man,
Saturday, April 11, 2020
PDA (Pubic Display Affection ) Indian People and all
Well, it comes to a time where love is a must. How much is PDA needed. Only question is why is it important.
While growing up it is hard to say which value to use. Do you follow the commercial success of modern society that shows PDA or just bottle up and show your PDA in other ways.
I find that PDA is an emotional tool to people. Jealousy and self doubt can come to terms. When you see someone with their significant other. Indian people have evolved and become more PDA. That only for the younger generation due to the Indian movies that recent years ( 2009) came out.
PDA became popular a lot and still we need to respectively show limited access. Social media has become a huge success and PDA has been popular with different challenges per say. Only recently I came across "first picture challenge". It makes me wonder do I need to see this crap?
Like literally, it's enough I seen your kids, pictures over the years and seeing the greatest things over the years you and your spouse have built. But reminding someone of your past. Kind of ruins what have you done / accomplished.
Did you ever think that it will impact another person who is struggling, for being single and alone? It's more self defensive to protect ourselves against what could happen. If we didn't appreciate the things we have.
This whole PDA is just looking for an emotional support " pet". The reason I said that. Because people with specific spouces show emotional love, for both parties. If one person is not emotional on behalf of their spouce. Then you have the old school Indian mentality where PDA isn't important.
Please understand, PDA should be in the middle and limitations are needed in this day in age. Public opinion using the PDA is a hit or miss. While outside I recommend you look before you leap, for that kiss in public.
If I see this, it brings an opportunity of chills and what not. If you were me. You are probably may or maynot be thinking "where is my partner" or I should see that girl and grab her and kiss her as well.
Having PDA is the most important thing to keep limited. If this rule is followed then we would have less emotional and needful people in our lives.
I am the one he likes PDA, but with limited access. But home life with Indian parents are hard enough. PDA isn't a necessary skill to show in the house and having a home life.
I look at my older generation of family and PDA isn't shown. They just do their own thing and when it comes to household things. There is PDA in food, companionship and conversation. There isn't much hugs or kisses going on. As the other generation get older. Their kids learn off them and hopefully take in the same skills of affection.
But there are others who take a different approach. They change their parents and make them show PDA. Overtime, it gets old and I would think it would revert back to their old-fashioned ways.
I am hopeful that one day PDA can be fined. I have read somewhere that some places in the world it's illegal upon. I have a feeling it's the middle-eastern culture since they are more strict and they even marry within their extended family.
I hope that you like this rant, but that's myself thinking and writing.
Much appreciated,
Mistry Man,
You only die once.
While growing up it is hard to say which value to use. Do you follow the commercial success of modern society that shows PDA or just bottle up and show your PDA in other ways.
I find that PDA is an emotional tool to people. Jealousy and self doubt can come to terms. When you see someone with their significant other. Indian people have evolved and become more PDA. That only for the younger generation due to the Indian movies that recent years ( 2009) came out.
PDA became popular a lot and still we need to respectively show limited access. Social media has become a huge success and PDA has been popular with different challenges per say. Only recently I came across "first picture challenge". It makes me wonder do I need to see this crap?
Like literally, it's enough I seen your kids, pictures over the years and seeing the greatest things over the years you and your spouse have built. But reminding someone of your past. Kind of ruins what have you done / accomplished.
Did you ever think that it will impact another person who is struggling, for being single and alone? It's more self defensive to protect ourselves against what could happen. If we didn't appreciate the things we have.
This whole PDA is just looking for an emotional support " pet". The reason I said that. Because people with specific spouces show emotional love, for both parties. If one person is not emotional on behalf of their spouce. Then you have the old school Indian mentality where PDA isn't important.
Please understand, PDA should be in the middle and limitations are needed in this day in age. Public opinion using the PDA is a hit or miss. While outside I recommend you look before you leap, for that kiss in public.
If I see this, it brings an opportunity of chills and what not. If you were me. You are probably may or maynot be thinking "where is my partner" or I should see that girl and grab her and kiss her as well.
Having PDA is the most important thing to keep limited. If this rule is followed then we would have less emotional and needful people in our lives.
I am the one he likes PDA, but with limited access. But home life with Indian parents are hard enough. PDA isn't a necessary skill to show in the house and having a home life.
I look at my older generation of family and PDA isn't shown. They just do their own thing and when it comes to household things. There is PDA in food, companionship and conversation. There isn't much hugs or kisses going on. As the other generation get older. Their kids learn off them and hopefully take in the same skills of affection.
But there are others who take a different approach. They change their parents and make them show PDA. Overtime, it gets old and I would think it would revert back to their old-fashioned ways.
I am hopeful that one day PDA can be fined. I have read somewhere that some places in the world it's illegal upon. I have a feeling it's the middle-eastern culture since they are more strict and they even marry within their extended family.
I hope that you like this rant, but that's myself thinking and writing.
Much appreciated,
Mistry Man,
You only die once.
When is honesty best said?
Do you find that people can be honest daily or just put on a fake smile, and say the truth anytime they want?
When in doubt what do you do? Would you be, so straight forward with someone, and hurt their feelings..or just not worry about end result? If you like a girl and your bottle necking your feelings. It will sound like a pop bottle exploding.
While drinking demons can come out of the closet. Then, and how often can you express your true feelings. I hurt a girl's feelings twice and maybe a third time, but that second time was influenced by a girl who was tainted and has no ground.
Bringing up mix feelings and putting a girl down should not be the answer. I guess what I am saying is honesty can work when you and that person are undoubtedly neutral. What I mean is your mental state and strength. Bottling all those emotional issues will cause then wrecking.
How do you recover you ask? Honestly, if I knew I would not have this issue right now. But then again. Time will tell. Moving forward is the only option and reassess your situation.
Honestly, is never the best policy. Since you need both parties to be in the middle, and only then you will get anywhere in using honestly.
Overviews and detailed oriented will go along way sometimes. You have to realize when to put your foot down. Bottle necking is ideal in people due to coming out and telling what they feel is hard enough. If I could turn back time. I would tell my feelings the moment that girl shared hers.
That my friend is a natural ground, for honestly. Where both parties came together and understand each other. Rather than hashing out the truth.
There are times where families tend to hold it in and let their spouce know what their feeling. Spouces are the break between reason. If you have a common partner and want to be honest to someone. Run the process. If you have no one to turn too; such as, like yours truly.. All you can do is turn to the mirror and look at yourself and ask questions.
Bottom line, you need a foundation before using honestly. I have to say, me being honest is a cure or a curse. Due to, I say the facts that people do not like and always be hated.
I leave you with this advice....always step forward and never back. Just be truthful whenever a chance happens.
Mistry Man,
Leaving a peaceful and blank life.
When in doubt what do you do? Would you be, so straight forward with someone, and hurt their feelings..or just not worry about end result? If you like a girl and your bottle necking your feelings. It will sound like a pop bottle exploding.
While drinking demons can come out of the closet. Then, and how often can you express your true feelings. I hurt a girl's feelings twice and maybe a third time, but that second time was influenced by a girl who was tainted and has no ground.
Bringing up mix feelings and putting a girl down should not be the answer. I guess what I am saying is honesty can work when you and that person are undoubtedly neutral. What I mean is your mental state and strength. Bottling all those emotional issues will cause then wrecking.
How do you recover you ask? Honestly, if I knew I would not have this issue right now. But then again. Time will tell. Moving forward is the only option and reassess your situation.
Honestly, is never the best policy. Since you need both parties to be in the middle, and only then you will get anywhere in using honestly.
Overviews and detailed oriented will go along way sometimes. You have to realize when to put your foot down. Bottle necking is ideal in people due to coming out and telling what they feel is hard enough. If I could turn back time. I would tell my feelings the moment that girl shared hers.
That my friend is a natural ground, for honestly. Where both parties came together and understand each other. Rather than hashing out the truth.
There are times where families tend to hold it in and let their spouce know what their feeling. Spouces are the break between reason. If you have a common partner and want to be honest to someone. Run the process. If you have no one to turn too; such as, like yours truly.. All you can do is turn to the mirror and look at yourself and ask questions.
Bottom line, you need a foundation before using honestly. I have to say, me being honest is a cure or a curse. Due to, I say the facts that people do not like and always be hated.
I leave you with this advice....always step forward and never back. Just be truthful whenever a chance happens.
Mistry Man,
Leaving a peaceful and blank life.
Sunday, April 5, 2020
Staying Home without a Job (How it feels, and realizing it is not impacting my life)
Every since I can remember my last job dates back to June 2017. It was my second job and it was part time. My first job was gone as of January that following year. I was looking for a job, for the 17th time, and I would take any other job, but I had to let it ride out till I found my true passionate job. I am an educated and experienced person. Why not like everyone else say "self employment" is the way to go for yourself. As I self inflict myself in this thought.
I started to write things down on a plan. By end of the year, I had no more EI ,and had to take my employment else where. Which was Amazon. That lasted about a year before I got mee-tooed. Then, took another job as a whole sale coordinator for graphic supplies. That didn't last long.
As 2019 came and May came, I did the real thing and continue to pursue my self empowerment and be a consultant. This idea, and venture worked and I got my first two clients to improve their business. I would call myself a "Launch Master" this idea was great. Coming from experience and helping a business. Well, that turned to shit, and by December of 2019 we did not come to terms with my payment. All they had in mind is "SALES, SALES, SALES" let it all ride in money. Rather than paying for someone to help grow in a correct manner.
We are now in 2020, and pandemic struct. Everyone is now jobless and working from home. This sign is showing the truth on how I feel right now. As our economy is in crisis and I am loosing income since 2017. Shows you that I am not feeling the effect of economy. Working from home, and having no income. Nothing has changed for me. Job stands for "JUST OVER BROKE" I have been doing this method for my entire career, and life. People are crying due since the term came to life.
Exploring life, enjoying parties, paying for meals at the bars, and socializing with people is a dreadful thing, for single individuals. This is not the case, for me. As I built my platform on social circles. Personally, my past blogs I was talking about circle of friends and life experiences. I have already create my own "self isolation circle." Which includes, movies, parents, TV, working out from home, taking care of basic responsibilities, house work, and all adult responsibilities.
Bills are there, and if someone saved enough calling it "rainy day funds" it will work out till this pandemic pass. All them bar tenders, and "non-essential" places are fucked. Those business owners and employees did not keep a nest egg. This is what people are crying about. Those places who work off tips. Spend all their money on luxury places, and exploring the world. There are some with kids, and other issues, but bottom line always stash some cash when in need. From every place I went too, and one person I know their mentality, for everything is "TIPS ARE EVERYTHING" the one guy I know can afford all those lucky expenses, and what not. Now, I have not spoken to him due to his mouth was causing problems.
Granted I do not want anything bad happening to those people, but in the conversations I had with these people are so "NOT" life skills. It was party time, and drinking, and who is the next sucker for their spending.
Overall, my life is an endless "FUCK YOU" every turn I take its a brick wall or harder surface. I keep moving forward not worrying about my life. As I created a nest egg, but as of today. My nest egg is gone due to major expenses that corrected the "Curve" per say of life.
I look to this as an example of life and choices. Know your place before giving up. If you give up then you do not know what potential opportunity will happen.
I leave you with this thought. What will your next move be after this crisis has calm down.
From my heart to yours, I wish you all the best in your contribution and life experience. My mysterious mind has this to write, and I yet have to figure in how to paint a perfect picture to my story.
I would lie and say. Everything is going to be ok, and we have to leave it up to god, and "THE MAN" to solve our problems.
I leave you with this, why do you have to relay on others when you as a person is strong?
Mister Man,
Outta here.
I started to write things down on a plan. By end of the year, I had no more EI ,and had to take my employment else where. Which was Amazon. That lasted about a year before I got mee-tooed. Then, took another job as a whole sale coordinator for graphic supplies. That didn't last long.
As 2019 came and May came, I did the real thing and continue to pursue my self empowerment and be a consultant. This idea, and venture worked and I got my first two clients to improve their business. I would call myself a "Launch Master" this idea was great. Coming from experience and helping a business. Well, that turned to shit, and by December of 2019 we did not come to terms with my payment. All they had in mind is "SALES, SALES, SALES" let it all ride in money. Rather than paying for someone to help grow in a correct manner.
We are now in 2020, and pandemic struct. Everyone is now jobless and working from home. This sign is showing the truth on how I feel right now. As our economy is in crisis and I am loosing income since 2017. Shows you that I am not feeling the effect of economy. Working from home, and having no income. Nothing has changed for me. Job stands for "JUST OVER BROKE" I have been doing this method for my entire career, and life. People are crying due since the term came to life.
Exploring life, enjoying parties, paying for meals at the bars, and socializing with people is a dreadful thing, for single individuals. This is not the case, for me. As I built my platform on social circles. Personally, my past blogs I was talking about circle of friends and life experiences. I have already create my own "self isolation circle." Which includes, movies, parents, TV, working out from home, taking care of basic responsibilities, house work, and all adult responsibilities.
Bills are there, and if someone saved enough calling it "rainy day funds" it will work out till this pandemic pass. All them bar tenders, and "non-essential" places are fucked. Those business owners and employees did not keep a nest egg. This is what people are crying about. Those places who work off tips. Spend all their money on luxury places, and exploring the world. There are some with kids, and other issues, but bottom line always stash some cash when in need. From every place I went too, and one person I know their mentality, for everything is "TIPS ARE EVERYTHING" the one guy I know can afford all those lucky expenses, and what not. Now, I have not spoken to him due to his mouth was causing problems.
Granted I do not want anything bad happening to those people, but in the conversations I had with these people are so "NOT" life skills. It was party time, and drinking, and who is the next sucker for their spending.
Overall, my life is an endless "FUCK YOU" every turn I take its a brick wall or harder surface. I keep moving forward not worrying about my life. As I created a nest egg, but as of today. My nest egg is gone due to major expenses that corrected the "Curve" per say of life.
I look to this as an example of life and choices. Know your place before giving up. If you give up then you do not know what potential opportunity will happen.
I leave you with this thought. What will your next move be after this crisis has calm down.
From my heart to yours, I wish you all the best in your contribution and life experience. My mysterious mind has this to write, and I yet have to figure in how to paint a perfect picture to my story.
I would lie and say. Everything is going to be ok, and we have to leave it up to god, and "THE MAN" to solve our problems.
I leave you with this, why do you have to relay on others when you as a person is strong?
Mister Man,
Outta here.
Self Isolation
A lot of people hate the fact of being isolated due to time of pandemic. We survived a lot over the centuries. We as people always be one with ourselves anyhow each day.
Having people around us is a plus side to keep our minds fresh. When you think about it, and it could be true, but only a black whole can be your own isolation. It is an endless circle and it never ends, and when it comes our own personal activities, and mind. It is growth, and full of imagination. As we grow up we tend to forget ourselves and how we became in-human rather than human.
The reason I say this consider your daily lives. Do you find that fulfilling after the day is done. Do find that yourself happy and satisfied after accomplishing those ideally tasks as work, and never forgetting about it.
Now, during this time self isolation is hard due to you know what is going on throughout the day and every second of it. Hence I call it "Black whole effect." Every time you look at yourself you probably thinking to yourself. "Have I or Ha-vent I" done this task today. At work, your already set up with your calendar or have a feeling things are missing.
Isolation is a great tool to use and take advantage. Reason behind my madness is that you have time reflect on who you hurt, what accomplishments you have achieved, who is your real friends, how humble you will be at the end of isolation, getting to know someone on a different level, understanding the real factors of life, and mostly figuring out yourself correctly.
The last one is for people who use socialism to use as a coping mechanism. People tend to lean towards their crowd or circle. This pandemic is going to show your true colours. Now, test begins within your mind, body, and soul. While these things are happening in our brain. People are watching out for this CORONA FIGHT. I mean, dang beer out of stock. What to do? Buy another brand of beer that is available.
All jokes aside, getting back to self isolation. People tend to fall for looking at the bright side of things and then come downwards plummeting to find out there is no path of greatness.That feeling where you have nothing else inside but joy and understand "nothing is your fault" attitude. No matter how hard you try. You will always think there is nothing else to do. What is left to do or have not done is always on the back of your mind.
Self Isolation is always a benefit or demon inside our souls. We as a person need to self isolate in order to rejuvenate our sensation of life. We have to always remember that living a black whole life is always going to be there no matter how much we fight or seek happiness.
The next evolution will occur once you reach the bottom of the whole. I will say this last bit of my mysterious mind. Black wholes, and self isolation; are one in the same when you think about it.
Man of Mistry,
Always thinking and Always writing.
Having people around us is a plus side to keep our minds fresh. When you think about it, and it could be true, but only a black whole can be your own isolation. It is an endless circle and it never ends, and when it comes our own personal activities, and mind. It is growth, and full of imagination. As we grow up we tend to forget ourselves and how we became in-human rather than human.
The reason I say this consider your daily lives. Do you find that fulfilling after the day is done. Do find that yourself happy and satisfied after accomplishing those ideally tasks as work, and never forgetting about it.
Now, during this time self isolation is hard due to you know what is going on throughout the day and every second of it. Hence I call it "Black whole effect." Every time you look at yourself you probably thinking to yourself. "Have I or Ha-vent I" done this task today. At work, your already set up with your calendar or have a feeling things are missing.
Isolation is a great tool to use and take advantage. Reason behind my madness is that you have time reflect on who you hurt, what accomplishments you have achieved, who is your real friends, how humble you will be at the end of isolation, getting to know someone on a different level, understanding the real factors of life, and mostly figuring out yourself correctly.
The last one is for people who use socialism to use as a coping mechanism. People tend to lean towards their crowd or circle. This pandemic is going to show your true colours. Now, test begins within your mind, body, and soul. While these things are happening in our brain. People are watching out for this CORONA FIGHT. I mean, dang beer out of stock. What to do? Buy another brand of beer that is available.
All jokes aside, getting back to self isolation. People tend to fall for looking at the bright side of things and then come downwards plummeting to find out there is no path of greatness.That feeling where you have nothing else inside but joy and understand "nothing is your fault" attitude. No matter how hard you try. You will always think there is nothing else to do. What is left to do or have not done is always on the back of your mind.
Self Isolation is always a benefit or demon inside our souls. We as a person need to self isolate in order to rejuvenate our sensation of life. We have to always remember that living a black whole life is always going to be there no matter how much we fight or seek happiness.
The next evolution will occur once you reach the bottom of the whole. I will say this last bit of my mysterious mind. Black wholes, and self isolation; are one in the same when you think about it.
Man of Mistry,
Always thinking and Always writing.
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