Daily Routine

Have you ever wondered if our daily lives  is the right routine?

People will tell you their stories, and will make your life more weird or more difficult because in comparison it might be a good routine or bad routine.

While working at many jobs, and speaking to a lot of people. They tend to show their family life a lot. Also, chores and other tasks are assigned to their list of things to go about. People can tell you oh I just wine and dine every night, or  I go to gym to do some classes.

Honestly, it is hard to keep up as you grow older. People have to go through life in their own way to figure out their own  "daily routine."  People will tell you to stay young as long as you can. Once you get older things will change. Well, it is true. You need to start doing things like adults do and have a daily routine.

Here is a basic routine that some people usually have.
Start up
Wake up, shower, get ready for work, breakfast, get kids up, drive them to school, start work, break, work some more, lunch break, work some more, break, and home. Once they are home, make dinner,  make meals for next day for work, clean, make sure kids have eaten, homework completed, showered, and put to bed.

While speaking to many people; I figured out this was the standard approach of living. Now, people tend to say I usually run "errands" which means I am doing fuck all and making up excuses to look busy. There are moments where people will just say they are doing something to seem interesting. Overall, people can have an illusion of things to do, but just want piece and quiet in their life.

Keeping busy is usually a routine, but depending how you create your routine it all falls under one thing.  Would you like to know? Here is a guess "personal values" what you want and how you approach your daily routine is up to your own free will. Most people who live alone have their own routine. People who live with parents usually follow their parent's standards of living or adjust it to show how much work they do in their family house. Based on the personal growth and values. Routines can very based on standards.

For what I know people just create their own stories while doing daily routines. If there is a hiccup along the way. They will tell people, and spice up their life to show interest.  People will show you how active their lives are and being busy is a lot of work. In today's society city life is a lot of busy bodies, and keeping a fast paced vibe continues to grow. People do not have time for each other.

People who live at home expect help to contribute in completing their tasks they do daily. I find that adjusting your personal values will kind of suck. If you just want to be a lone. You cannot just say it otherwise, it will cause conflict.

In the end, I find that daily routines are useless, because it can change any giving time or day. I find planning at the moment is more effective than planning ahead. That way you can feel alive and knowing that your are not in cycle continuously that cannot break.

Later days,

Mistry

Online Dating

Do you every wonder why online dating is the thing?

Here is what I understand, and why it is there. Back in 2006 Facebook and other sites were booming. It is an opportunity to start a new trend for MSN. Remember the days when you had messenger and talk to people just like today, but now it is more complex.

Waking up and finding out that there are million of websites to go on to find our person of interest. Now, how do you approach this? I would not try the honest approach as most men will to find love. I have attempted multiple websites and find that being honest does not work. People in this world have been corrupted and discourage to understand a person's honesty online. I have been honest, and nothing has closure in it.

Online life has changed due to the lies that men do to women. Causing them to not try correctly on the right path of happiness. I find that people should just network within their circles, and have a meet up. That way people find their soulmate sooner or later.

People try to much on hook up sites, and I have a huge list of websites that can follow that point. Lets start off with Tinder. This is to hook up with people and match based on images, and conversation. I have attempted, and accept all women, but nothing came along. The next one was POF back when it was booming. I have created one profile and yet nothing. I had some friends create another profile that will attract women, and nothing. No matter what I say or do, online dating sucks.

I have attempted Bumble, and nothing came through. This website is where women choose men. I have tried to be honest, and I had one hit, and it was my old coworker. She stated it was weird seeing a fellow worker on a dating site. I have nothing of interest online clearly or is it faith that I will be alone?

The next website was Badoo, for those who do not know what this website is...it is for Plus size people. I had not one single hit. I am truly one of the unlucky ones.

Then, I went back to Eharmony and I did the profile again on what I like and what will match, so I can do better in my life. I messaged a lot of women and I have put my interest out there,  and put what I want in life paths. I have not gotten one respond.

Another website I went to was my own culture website called Shaddi which mean marriage. I have done all the information and I have even attempted to pay. I have not one single hit since of the age of 21, and now I am 30. Then, I have narrowed another website down called Gujratmatromony which is similar to Chirstanmingle.  I have done my description and give all my information down. Nothing has happened.

Before I get to my final website, I have to say the pattern of mine is getting weak. I use to get a lot of girls online back when Facebook was booming and meeting new people. All the people I met in my past have met their soulmate and life partner.

I later then decide to try Match, and finally I found someone who I was interested in and after long and hard. I message the girl of my dreams. I told her that I would not want to pay for something when I know a person. I asked for coffee meet, and see if the person was interested. NO dice, pure blank, no responds. Afraid of the results, I have shutdown every possible website I signed up on. Due to lack of people online. 

My friends are going insane on how many websites I went online could not find a girl. Since all the hate in my life has gone towards the websites. I have approached many women, drank heavily, cause so much problems in my surroundings, and lost friendship along the way.

Causing countless arrangements with friends, and family, because I was unhappy and cannot find happiness in myself. I do not know when it will happen, but when it comes time. It will be notice.

Bottom line, online dating is not for everyone. Even though, it is the right fit for everyone that is looking for an easy catch. There are women I know that uses these websites and they have found sex partners, and relationships off them. It all depends on the spur of the moment, and how good the profile is attracted. If they connect and if everything is working out well. Boom, there is spark and lasting relationship.

If you really want to know what else I tried here is a list: Innercircle, perfect match, the league, desidate, meetup(social circle, but can be dating) , wechat, coffeemeetsbagel, and lumocity, lavalife, and zoosk.

Do yourself  favor, do not go online. Just go to social parties that are "bar crawls" or "hobby events"

Thanks,

Mistry

Relationships

What is a relationship?

Have you every considered to workout different lines of relationships? Open, Common, Platonic, Sex, Action, Hobby, Its Complicated,  Friendship, Bros, Babe, Besties, BFFs, Ride or Die  or Life Partners?  If you look at these concepts it will make you think about these terms. Over time, I find that these "relationship" status are just words and just to be labeled as a lovely pair.

Once you are labeled it will show that people you know are considered an item, thing, or someone of interest. Personally, I would suggest they should look into the bigger picture. Is it just a perspective of life choice or actually being labeled. Sometimes, I wonder if marriage is just another label or a binding arrangement, for lifestyle.  Choose where to go, what to do next, have a family, go to places, or just do nothing. These are examples are what a person will think about as they progress in their path of life.

I find that relationship is just a common tool, for your circle of life. Choose your words correctly and find out how to put the pair into a category in order to be notice. People tend to assume or think that they are together. Over a period, the person will sooner or later will think..Are we in a relationship? What is the kind of end goal? What will I achieve? Is this the right fit?  There is no turning back once you decide this path.

Is there a way to fuck up your message in common ground? Yes, have a good time with people and then ruin the relationship status with someone who you think is not doing a good job in their lifestyle.  Then and only then where you can walk away from desire of interest. To repair this issue it will take time. No matter how much time it will take. People will come to realize that whatever they said may or may not affect them.

Relationship comes in all forms, and people do not realize how hard it is to keep up the charade. We endure all obstacles, have fun with others, show off good vibes, and then poof. It all goes away. What do you next?  Work on the broken status of any person, try your best to squash the beef, continue to show you care, but then keep screwing up.

No matter how hard the situation is...always remember there is no turning back. Whatever the handicap or situation that occurred or happened. You can never let it go. IT will eat you alive, you can tell yourself to work on your mind. Seek help from a therapist, or talk about your feelings? Anything is disposable, but  it all depends on the other party and who you are with to accept your need or values.

One cannot tell how the person is feeling after it is broken. Pandora's box is a hard one to crack unless you have the smartest brain. All I can say,  no matter who you are with, or hard to maintain a relationships. It is  just another word to amend the status. Especially, in today's society where anything can happen.

If there is advice I can give...always give good vibes no matter how bad the people you are around. If you feel that the vibe is going no where. Just walk away; even though, you are looking for attention and build a common ground.  Let those people enjoy their, so called positive vibes. If one person ruins your approach to a good time. Just walk away. Just walk way. Always remember "Is it worth it" these are the key words that have to be in your head in order to have a good time.

Peace-out,

Mistry

You against the world

How do you play this game? Do you really want to share your life with people who you think care about you, or do you let them take you and use you for anything they need?


It all comes down to who is in your circle of life. If you choose correctly, you will succeed. If you choose wrong, you will end up heart broken and miserableness for all your life. Only you can change your circle. If you continue the same path and repair it. It will blow up and not stop uncontrollably. No matter how much effort you put into your friendship. It will always turn into shit. A person will use an abuse, and you do not even know about it till someone tell you.

People will deny and not accept the facts, but they will continue to do it. Sooner or later it will catch up with you, and blow up. It will affect the people around you and those who you care about. Repairing what is done will cause a lot of problems and not continue to talk. You try to amend the relationship as much as you can, but only them will accept who you are. Over time, you have to decide if it was the right choice. If you switch paths over and over again people will come to see you as a saint or some weirdo.

Good and bad experience can help a person change. Now, how they approach it is difficult as the steps and process can take a while. Could be a week, two or even months before friendship and worldly duties can fix itself. What can a person do? I would say work on the issue on hand and be strong about it. Everyday, you think about how to write, speak, and solve this issue at heart.  People will not respond or take effort to acknowledge the struggles. The truth of the matter, you need to keep fighting for your beliefs. If not, then keep your distance, and hopefully the tide will settle.

I had a some personal experience while working on this game. People come in all sorts of forms, and mind sets. People will tell you some bullshit information and make sure it is true. If you think it is true then you will make them look good. That is called "follow the dummy" approach.  I have to be-careful when it comes to people. You need to think twice before moving forward. Are the ahead or behind of the game of life. Are they willing to move forward? If they continue to act like a retard and be young. Then they are going  no where in life. That people is you against the world. If you choose your players wisely then you can take over the world.

Look at Donald Trump, he is now the president and our Ontario Premier is Doug Ford. Both are idiots and yet they won. Just because they have good players on the board game. We are playing a real life game of "RISK." This game can go on for days or months or years till a person takes over the world.

Lets leave it like that. No matter what you do. Always have good players on the board.




Mistry

Culture in Workplace Part 1

Anyone can tell you that your workplace is your second life and you must adapt and accept where the company is standing.  I have been through many jobs as you can see from my past posts. A new method on workplace is challenging everywhere I go. A person can move forward and build again. A person can change their approach at their new job.

Here are some paths a workplace we can go: A person can become a  nobody. A person can become successful. A person can be the prince or princess of the company. A person can be narrow minded. A person can be social butterfly. A person can be the talk of the town.  A person can be normal and just following the rules. A person  can just ignore everyone. A person can be weird and act out. A person can be in moderation. A person can be the "I know."  A person can be "I am a big shot, and I know everything, so don't tell me." As you can see; there, are many paths they can take. These are prime examples what I have seen and adapted towards. A person can be anyone who they choose to be, but it will fail against them in the end. You need to find your perfect harmony. 

No matter where you go. It all falls under the direct person themselves. Richard Branson always give many quotes in his speeches and tours. Here is an example: "Train people well enough so they can leave, but treat them well enough, so they don't want to." This is how a workplace should be contentiously.

Over sometime, I worked for many great corporations, and small businesses to move up in the world.  I have been  working at two companies for almost five years before I changed my first income job to be closer to the second job.  I broke my relationship causing a downwards turn on my success.  I assumed by moving closer. I would build a better future, for a small company I use to work for, and that was bought out by another bigger company in  the same money value. It was similar to my other company before switching, so I would not see a difference. Now, as soon as I came to the new company. The culture and atmosphere changed due to language. My last job people were speaking english and no other languages.  My new change of job closer to home the culture was speaking their own home language.

I find that every fuckening workplace always, and always keep the same approach no matter where I go. People always have their clicks and speak their own language. After almost a year in the company before I got laid off.

I took a break. Thinking long and hard where to go next. As the cultures will never change. Do I go self employed, do I invest into commercial business, do I buy franchises, do I tour the world, do I work shitty jobs, do I milk my moods, do I have a good old time, do I express my love, do i volunteer, do I join the army/armed forces....a lot of factors were popping up.

After months have pasted, I joined a huge company taking the market by storm. I thought I would found a nice home and growth. I spent almost a year there and then the culture switch happened. I found that people will not back you up, and push you to the bone. Overall, the experience told me that I will not make it to the level of fast paced environment. I am a straight thinker, and work fast on the go and on the spot.

After close to a year,  things changed and people leave due to the workplace culture. I took an opportunity and screwed up. I was gone to the west coast to help and train people. Turns out people who are not from Canada have different cultures and lifestyles. If a person is too friendly might as well report their behavior.  I considered that to be unfair and unethical. If they truly knew the person and understand that they want people around them. Then they should confront them and work with them to make things better. Workplace culture I find fucked up. They tend to change a person. A person will show negativity, show gratitude, humble, being there for people, helping others, and back stabbing them hard and unnoticeable.

How does a person act around a workplace? Has anyone create a proper manual or teach people in school how to act? Everyone says, people learn from their mistakes. Well, I say fuck that saying. I will say this "Learn by doing, and expressing yourself."  People should have a class on how to act in a workplace. Over my years, there was not once ethical course about how to act while at work. No one teaches this crap. Like believe me, you will learn while at work. A fresh mind with no work ethic or experience will pick up bad habits from people.

Currently, I found a freaking great company that is a good size and has good years on it. This company has freedom, but not freedom for people who has been their long. Like I work with people that have the same workplace ethics as my past workplace. No one will every change.

When can a person change? The only people that can make it are people who work not hard, but smart. Currently, people just work day-to-day to pay their bills. Most people enjoy their work, and people at work. Like, having a high turnaround doesn't mean to slack off.

People in this workplace have good work ethic, but they tend to not change their professional approach to make sure not to create more trouble, for other people.

If I ever meet my business icons in my life. I would literally go on my knee and beg for them to sponsor me to speak to every workplace on ethics and how to act.

I bet all the millionaires and billionaires doesn't even know that their company is dying from workplace everyday. They just care about their dollar numbers or valuation of company. If they randomly show up at their empire. I bet they would cry in their sleep and see that their company values have died.

The one thing I can say if I had a choice in the matter. I would really fucken tell people off and just walk away. Hoping they realized that their approach to workplace is not correct and they should be more smart about how they communicate.  Problems may occur if I tell them off, but  it will change in the long term. If I point out the mistakes then I would like to see ambition in habit and we can enjoy our workplace better.

Mistakes happen, but if you do not show it or speak up. It will be like putting your finger in a electrical socket knowing that you will get shocked.

My story is this, help those in need and not those in feed.

Thanks,
Mistry

Toxicity

Have you ever wondered if your lifestyle is truly toxic and unhealthy?  While growing up you will have look deep and think about everything you do and what is next in line. Every time you look at yourself. Do you see a demon or angel? Why I ask, because either you will be good and happy with your life or just keep looking for darkness to feed the demon. It is usually an unusual itch that you cannot control.

Think about what kind of people you have and what you deal with everyday. This brings back my whole culture and love concept earlier. Do you keep fighting yourself and deny the truth with toxicity or just walk away?  There is a lot of thinking a person has to do before deciding to break it off, keep it going, take micro breaks, or have many intimate conversations to all people.

No matter what the situation you are in; it will be hard to accept. It will take time to sooth or cope with acceptance. It is like a substitution addiction, for real drugs and alcohol.

 I love to watch a show called "Shameless"  its a dark comedy on HBO that is based off the UK version. There is a character named "LIP" and he was struggling with alcoholism and after many years he finally accepted it and started to fix it.  He look towards smoking, taking on problems, working a lot, and looking all ways to do things to keep him out of reach of alcohol. I would say he is looking for toxic relationship to keep him busy. He will eventually will admit he has a problem one day, and fix it somehow. Till that day comes on that show. I will attempt to cure it as best I can.

Now back to reality, people these days feed off each other's emotions and look towards their satisfaction. Now, I have not figured it out yet, but  it seems it is a standardized approach of " only a person can change for themselves" this is coming from all "self help programs."  People will be thick headed or just do not care. There is a supportive system approach ,but all parties must agree and understand each other. IF that's a IF they all understand they are toxic within their circle of life and working their regression and built up frustration it will work or just die out in relationships within your lifestyle.

Based on your social status, and life it will be about making points and working it out with other. Then only then it will work if you work as a team.

This is best approach I find that will help yourself succeed in life and have a happy livelihood.

Mistry out.

Thoughts of a Poet ..PT2

(Insert Name), You are the utmost important person anyone that can love. You help those in while in pain. You help those in need who are in desire. All you serve is respect in this world, and nothing more. You are true to your word, and you are true to our hearts.  Always remember, no one will realize how much you offer besides those close to you. 

Roses are red, Violins are the sounds of desires. 

Your resistance is a wonder.

Always pure within intentions and hearts of designs.

Always essential to thoughts of life and adventure. 

Always remember, you are pure water within ourselves.

Everyday, you look upon the sky and wonder if you are complete.
 Follow your dreams and your desire will follow. Always remember love is always there.
No matter how much words hurt.

The sun shines the bright light into your soul.
Burning the darkness away.
Every time I look at you in my drive.
My soul is cleansed and a new me is born.
No matter how bright you shine on me.
Come as you were everywhere I go.

Everyday, I drink my sorrows away.
Only to find my thoughts around me.
If I choose one path, only on will open the door.
If only gratitude or messenger wasn't an essential to kindness.
It will be the only cure to our sorrows.
Whenever you see it, always remember you can seek kindness within one thoughts.
Kindness is always the key.
Kindness to others, but always always to ourselves.
Enjoy, and always treat yourself  and others with kindness.

Everyone knows I look at you only to find dilution to all problems.
Only once-in-a-lifetime our souls meet.
Everyday I think is the one that got away?
What is the point you say?
I do not know.
Only he can shall decide.
Only then, one can be happy, and say I love you.
Over,and over again.

Everywhere I go, people change and act tough.
Everything I see people do wrong.
Whichever path they take.
They choose wrong.
Talking shit.
Acting out, and even full of shit.
All we can do is live'n' in paradise.
Until that day.
Please enjoy your lifestyle.
I love and respect till I die.

Its raining, and our tears come out once in awhile.
As we do, the sun will come up again.
Shine, so bright into our hearts.
Rain will always fall from the sky if we are sad.
Alls we can do is blossom to our next life.

There comes a time where someone you love has to walk away.
Only then he or she shall pass on.
Always remember that a good loved one is in your heart.
Remember to share these words. "I love you"

Yes, I guess we came full circle.
I guess we cannot discuss anything anymore.
You will always be in my heart as a good friend.
Time will tell as our hearts will heal.
All the best.

Love

What is love and it's true definition? Have you ever thought to yourself that love can come in many shapes and beliefs.

A person can love oneself on need, and will shape others to show how much they are in love with your ego. As time goes on, that one person can change and will turn into mutual love.  I would say love will come into possession, need, mutual, and materialistic.

By giving this approach, I state the obviousness. Love will diffidently come in many different forms.  Depending on the person's past and how they were treated. Love will shape a person's perspective on life, and support.  Mutual love will not happen. If a person puts all the effort in one person and that person cannot give out the same approach and respect. I would say that person is only love themselves and no one else. Those who shall follow will create additional baggage.

We look towards other in order to compare ourselves and see the mutual bond to bring success and desire closer. I am going to use the show "The Big Bang Theory"  as Howard and Leonard both have love for Penny and Bernadette. Their character on the  show brings out the one sided love, but then eventually came to a mutual understanding/bond to start loving each other. Penny and Bernadette had no interest in the boys due to their interest and activities, but slowly they adapted and accepted who they are and created their own club and activities to make the boys obsessed in being apart of their fun.   It is called growth and moving forward.

If two people have mutual love, for each other then they will have a balance life style. If only one person is weighing in on everything, and continuously. Thus, will cause an unhealthy bond and slavery, for that one person.

I find that the "nice guy" approach doesn't work and will fail in love due to the lack of commitment and how many people are involved.  Depending on the person it could be many different ways.  The nice guy will win in the end or the nice guy will cause a lot of tension between friends and potential relationships with other people.

When that occurs, it will take a lot of time and effort to cure one virus.

Overall, I  would suggest to others to have a mutual love and respect for other rather than "Left Wing and Right wing" performance.

Thank you,
Mistry

Culture

Thoughts and mind of culture can change a person. Coming from experience you cannot compare a person without knowing their backstory. Overtime, a person can have family values, personal vendettas, hateful mindful thoughts, personal preferences, or just plan stupid.

By saying this introduction, our minds can fake out our current situation in life. You tell yourself, everything is good, and you feel the need to move forward, and have a good plan. While showing you have everything, but it is not true. While talking or thinking like this, you kind of wonder..is it true that your real life sucks and just putting on a long performance of  "Cher or Mamma Mia"? 

Over the years, I find that people will talk about how their kids a lot. They always bring up what they are doing, and what have they achieved. Might as well have a bumper sticker saying " I am a fool parent and love to talk about my fake life". I am 30 fucken years old and I do not want to hear that shit. I just want to drink, and eat in peace. Yes, their child is being successful on your dime..great, but what significance of importance does it impact on culture? 

Does the child give back after their success to impact their culture or society? I would say depending on their greed and empowerment. I say they do not. I met many people in my time, and there are a lot successful people that do give back, but the one thing I find that does affect me a lot....

What has our new generation done to actually help our culture sustain itself in a natural position? 

I find that our new generation of people change the culture significantly to accept who they are, but not as what we have become. I have watched a lot of shows, movies, news, and people watching at bars, clubs and house gatherings.They seem that have same concept. " I do not care and I am better than you attitude." 

What has life come to? If we were to be in a real life " The Walking Dead" situation. I would think all these people who think they are better than everyone will be Negan's bitch.

If I had a voice, I would speak the proper truth and work with many programs to ensure people do not be arrogant when it comes to showing success or having a healthy culture. 

I would volunteer my time and effort to many schools and counsel the students and set them straight at a young age before going into the real world. While I was in school, we had many programs to give back. I have never herd parents talk about the culture change and giving back attitude. It is always the education and  money their child makes.

There is one piece of advice I would give to myself and others. 

Give back and try to bring back harmony in proper culture. 

Enjoy,

Mistry

Thoughts of Poet

Hiking, there are many path to take in life.  
Only you can choose to the way to your heart.
Remember always to choose the one path that flows smoothly as you.

Everyday, you show your interest and you push your heart away.
Once in a blue moon it opens up, and it's only you that will choose the correct path and only you that will succeed .

While looking into a mirror what do you see?
The faith in yourself will rejoice yourself reflection.
Cherish the moments when you look inside yourself.
You will see your true desire upon return
. Remember you are not alone.
Enjoy your true nature.

If you look at the moonlight, you truly see the essence of life.
Once your see the essence you will find freedom and your soul love.
Always look up the night sky and think about nothing but space.
Enjoy the night blooming as you bloom too.

Their comes a time where we lose ourselves.

Once upon a time it will return. When it shines, a new start is born.
Overtime, we will build a better future.  Let there be light, peace and love.

Close your eyes and do you see the light?
If so, then there is faith in happiness.
The truth will come out once you see the light.
May the light show your soul.

While working, you see yourself in a bind.
Nevertheless,  your mind, soul and body is always there to keep you going.
Always remember,  when in doubt. Always look into your heart.
Enjoy.

If you look up one day and see the stars.
Only one will be yours. If you choose the right one.
The star will fall, and your wish will come true.
Make things possible.

If you think about it, the essence can come true if you want.
Look upon yourself and fix your own demons.
Once in a life you need to move forward.  
If you move right. Everything and anything is possible.
Love, Peace and doubt will occur anyone you love.
Enjoy and think long and hard.

The night sky is black, once you look at it soon it becomes you.
Enjoy the fucked up life you choose.
It's all you and only you will extend and repair the patch.
Love peace is all you need.
Enjoy the fuckbags you love.

Roses are red and violets are pure.
Your heart is dark as you.
Clearly, you love to live enough to choose the path you live.

Lust, the bond between you and the seven deadly sins.
Once you open there is no turning back.
Over time lust becomes love and love becomes hate
. Open the mind, where your deepest and darkest is there.  

Halloween,  everyone knows to be as one.
Once a night we come apart.
Nonetheless, we show are salves.
Fortunately, forgiveness will come once demons die forever.
Happy Halloween!

The essential confusion for a female is always there.
Knowing who is good or not always turns the door slammed right into the face.
Really think hard on the choices you make.
Always remember, looks are always a bonus and never the right way.

In my darkest days, and in my darkest night.
You and an only you can change me.
You always run to the problem and push away the demons inside me.
Always know you are the one.
Please take the essential peace and use it to the greater good.
Love, Peace,  and Respect is all you get in-life.

Speaking the truth is what I can say.
Not to say, I love you.
Even though,  you are there. I always stay with you.
People can say get away and walk away, but the truth is people share many things.
No matter how bad it is.
I will always follow my heart and desire towards you.
I love you.

People are self-starter once in awhile.
Good old days will die and a new day begins.
 Overtime, you seek refuge, but your desire will not change.
Overall, you will never seek a new day.
Go fuck yourself.
You know why.

In your darkest hour, you will die.
If you want, you  can piss on it.
If you can, you should change.
If not, your desire and need will die as well.
You should always remember one thing.
You only live once.
Choose your words and path wisely.

End of days we shall rise.
Overall, we look upon ourselves to rejoice our sorrows and needs for one another.
Enjoying life is where it's needed. Finding happiness in our self is hard.
Knowing where it is one day it will rise.