Cross Roads pt 2

 It comes time where your mental status becomes a lot.  While you do the same thing and change over and find value in others. Have you ever wonder what you do when you come along way, and you see the same actions as your past? Do you continue the same path or find a new chapter which you have already created?

The first path always leads you in circles and results will be the same. The second path is always changing,  but the difference is you recover the past mistakes.

The first path, you encounter the same personal experience as you were 7 yrs ago. As the journey continues you try to correct the issue before it gets ruined.  The individuals you encounter think they know best, but still it is rational to explain the true path of desire.  While seeing the demons and other things occurring. People say it's right, but you know it's not. The desire of need to fill a void isn't the answer. The answer surrounds you with all your personal best. 

The second path, after your encountered action over the years. This path will lead to success in which you work hard for, and next then the person you work hard for finally comes around. As you're going to be special to all in your life. The one with you always changes. Your desire will endeavor your choice for this person. 

Over the years, you come to realize that your endeavor and stress in choosing a path will drive yourself insanely popular. Overall,  it's all the good deeds that will become successful. Honestly,  it's like this cross roads is having a deal with a demon. Where you stand there for awhile, and enjoy what you have till after completing your task. 

Supernatural beings apart of life can be a cross roads demon in disguise.  You just have to look at your surroundings, and know who is in your circle. The pathway only goes in one direction, and must find the right omen.  Be sure you are 100% confident enough to carry this same path. 

Culture in Workplace Part 2

Over many years, I have adapted many cultures inside the work environment. It turns out my past blog was just the tip of the iceberg. The man is always the winner in this scenario.

Watching movies, and playing with others inside the workplace is not what people want. Basically, I am telling you that "do your work, and go home." This concept is the main information that all workplace has. It changes due to senior people been there long enough. They do not change the culture, but rather implement their standards of "high-school popularity."

That is the basics and need be. The smart people will just continue the work, and go home for countless years. Now, the understanding is relationship afterwords. Do you keep that relationship going or just ignore and do your own thing. Whatever a person chooses it will fall under their own responsibilities to maintain and keep their job.

Being at countless cultures and understanding their values  is a lot of work. Over the years, you find yourself: "where do you fit in?" I am still one of those people trying to figure shit out. Who isn't?  It will take about a good five years to know where you stand out. Some people will stick to the same business as usual and ignore everyone. Basically, live in the shadows like "Batman" well, that would be me in my category, due to I lone wolf it. Till I adopt the culture and then have a "Robin," but when that occurs then "Robin" will disappear and then become another creation. While evolving it turns out the person who works side by side each other. Will always disappear and leave or find their own path and exceed the standard expectation.

By all means, leave enjoy and excel. That is what people want in general. I find that after the fact we either like what we do or just like to be numb and be one with the job. This will eventually become a lifer. Prison situation and knowing the rules, and being the top dog in the end.

By looking forward within yourself. People and yourself can see where your life will lean towards. Overall, I would like to suggest. Know your place before you own the place. This old saying is from an old co-worker who tells me time and time again. But I did the "Robin" and became my own person. Called "Nightwing" over the years. Nightwing struggles and works hard at what he does. Then he reunites with his old partner.

No matter what the situation will be. It is always the main point" Get in, and Get out" Focus on your own stuff.

Peace out,

Mistry

Saying Things and Not Meaning It??

How do you properly start a conversation to break  the ice? 

There is many ways to do it, but the wrong way has been always not...I mean not...to make fun of any cultures or just make a joke related to anything. As well, putting people down. Since people are emotional and hard to take sarcasm in away.  Its truly is hard to make yourself noticeable or just be normal.

Coming to our life, we have to watch what we say. Whole time of "Freedom of speech" can take your personal life and speech into a down turn. Companies will give you the door if your speech is implied hateful or wrong. No matter how you say the works. In recent years, people do not take words lightly as what it should be.  Speech is everything to some person. It is how the get their day go by so easily.

Only recently, I came across some people that do not get the sarcasm of speech. My daily life is pure joke, and nothing serious. Words are words. Growing up, people get annoyed by calling other people names and putting people down. I come to realize that words are just words, so I adapted my personality on just saying stupid shit. No matter what considering conquest I get myself in.

I really should reconsider this tour of mouth due to I got into recent trouble, for saying stupid things that are hurtful, but not attacking at person. Having this mind will cause multiple issues in speech conversations.

People say you are better than that. I believe that, and so I have attempt to shine the light on my speech. The ideal of me talking is frown upon. Due to I speak the truth, and not just lies. I make people think harder, so that their brain can  process more thought than result. I tend to do that, but yet my end result. I get fired, or just get screwed by hurting people's feelings. Overall, never talk with your mouth full. Always, speak when mouth is empty.  Usually it fine, but people can tend to twist the words, and lead it toward misunderstanding.

How do we solve this issue? Like, what the fuck can you say to make sure a person realize that he or she is just making a joke overall. I say, be straight in the beginning and tell the world " I am a person who believe words are words" no matter who the person is or what action he has done. Words will still judge a person no matter what. I find that by working together and understanding the character we would not have this issue.

I hope this world come to realize that everything said to be a "GOD" in the political system can be brushed away. Due to it is just words. Action speaks louder than words. So, my myth of "words being words"  it can be possible that people should not take it to heart, and just take it to one in one ear and out the other.

One day we will realize, and start something that words are just words.

We can say anything and that does not impact a person's soul nor values.

All I can do I write, and not speak. If I speak then trouble will occur.

Peace, Love and respect to all people is all I ask. No matter how bad we say things in awkward manners.

Misty man,
Life is a venture, and never die alone

Paying your dues

How long is to long to determine "Paying your dues.?" How hard do you have to work in order to give back. People who start families usually have considered thinking their options.

While working, do you find the repetitive work not compensating, and if you are not rewarded? While achieving that great repetitive goal that most companies endure. I am a person who like new challenges and growth. Having too "pay your dues" what is correctly defined in a person at a company? Is it all the rewards certificate? Is it the activities you participate at work? Communication with people?  Going to the ends of the earth for the company?

The only testing question, for yourself is... Will this be my ratification or security for "paying your dues?"

Over the years, my experience and communication with people have been a variance. I say variance because each outcome is different.  People do not have a clarity of understanding what is meant by paying your dues. To make things more understanding, I find that simple definition of "paying your dues" is someone who started their work from day one, and carried out their term of say 10 years. That is considered to be paying your dues. The person who has 10 plus years is considered the heart of the company.

I will give you an example, the WWE has a wrestler named "The Undertaker" this character has been holding the franchise for a long time.  The person who plays this character has to retire the name, and kill off his persona due to the sheer "paying your dues" looking over the years. This wrestler has been going along for the ride for years. There was times where "The Undertaker" disappeared and another person came along. "The American Badass" due to the character has been slowly dying out due to age, and strain of the body. As well, the persona had high expectations. "The Undertaker" has been an icon and legend to some. This persona has been fast, strong, and unbeatable. Over time like "Ghost-rider" from marvel has to come to an end, and find a new host. Which is why "The American Bad Ass" returned in 2020.  The persona of "The Undertaker" has died out and became well rested in our soul forever.

So, every workforce has their own legend in building the company or organization. People deserve to know where the realism behind "paying your dues" there are some companies that have a large turnover rate and causing the senior and older people to give them the speech. In order to be recognized you need to pay your dues. Considering that you just started in the company. You only be noticed after the humps and hurdles that is handed to you. If you decided to leave that company, for any reason due to that you cannot handle the humps or hurdles. Then the saying "paying your dues" does not happen or be recognized.

People tend to forget no matter how hard you try. You would never pay your dues so easily, for any company or organization you work for unless you are person of interest.

Just remind yourself, if you try and try hard. Anything is possible, but to pay your dues. You need to be at your best, and have continued employments in a consistent manner, and avoid all the humps, and hurdles that occur. Can be anything in the workplace. Trust me, coming from experience they will A) Get probational status over and over again or B) Getting laid off and never give you a fighting chance.

I hope someone reads this, and realize the facts in addition to my thoughts.

Mistry Man,
Never die alone, and only live once.

People vs. Money

As we grow older do you wonder where you stand in political views. Our value can change in our desires every time we increase our knowledge or gain an increase of income.  As a prime example, we have a politician to open a golf course rather than other business in desire need of income. The time of money is greed. People tend to worry about themselves rather than others.

Here is the concept behind our idealism of why golf course is important to open. The rich fucks who can afford to social distance in everything they do also like to play golf so they don't feel like they're at risk (even though they definitely are.) If there is someone I knew were ever made a king or dictator of Canada one first thought he/she will claim a proclamations would take over all golf courses, fill in all of the holes, and turn them into public parks. Each hole could be for different activities. Picnics are on holes 1-3, frisbeer on holes 4-6, playful gallivanting on hole 7, etc...The point of  money does not come into value since it would all be free at the point of service, i.e. paid for by tax dollar.

Majority of vision is coming from the "Natural" party. Now, the Conservatives love and stand by to say "Uhhh I'm a big dummy and nothing is free," yeah you fucking dumb shit, obviously, when we say 'healthcare should be free' we mean the people who USE THE SERVICE should not have to pay, we as a society agree that there is value for all people to get this thing and therefore we pay for it collectively... that's why you don't have to pay for a subscription to the fire department or the police department or for roads, we have agreed for those things that it makes more sense for us all to chip in together)

People who enjoy golf are people with money and power. Majority of these people I know are transportation companies, and their office staff. All I hear is "hole in one at a par 3?" these places cost about  90K in membership dues. A quote from a friend "Fuck those rich truckers. Help the poor to middle class truckers and do not give a single fuck what the rich truckers feel."  Basically, if they lose money to the point where they are merely middle class like the rest of us then we will start to care about them. Take care of them. But the rich don't need our help until they become one of us in the poor mind and middle class.

The idealism we have can become a communist county! It sounds like a lot of rapes are gonna go down on this place. The free-wheelin are gonna take it too far like they always do, they're gonna set up their tents and shit, do drugs and fuck everything, they are gonna shout "green peace!" while they leave their beer bottles everywhere. By all means of this story. We should go in this direction due to the greed of our mental status. This idealism of perfect harmony will have plenty of armed rangers to shoot anyone who does a racism or a sexism within the ideal golf park.

In ways we can describe a super guard. They would not need an assault rifles to overcompensate, for their damaged feelings of hurt masculinity. First of all many will be women and trans. Second of all, they will all receive top of the line mental health services so the men wont feel emasculated when they use only govt issued and controlled sidearms to kill all of the racists and sexists who commit hate crimes and rapes (respectively) in our idealism fantasy land "fight island", and everyone who does have to commit violence to protect equal rights gets extensive debrief and PTSD treatment afterward so they learn it was good that they did what they did.

This multi-level park idea that we are creating. Even if you try to play croquet in a park that's too close to golf so sorry, that's gonna be a bullet in the back of your neck. Those chairs you were just sitting on? Yeah, those were actually very strong Equality Guards and they are not happy with what they are seeing, Mister Croquet. And dont get me fucking started on anyone trying to play polo. Water polo is fine because it doesn't involve elitist ownership of a horse.  The concept of this idealism of land can change in other ways.

That's all a joke, but I sincerely don't understand why people still not angry about economic inequality during this crisis. Unemployment is skyrocketing but the stock market is still stable. Why? Because the rich fucks know they're going to be taken care of. Seriously, if we don't start seeing some hard socialism being voted into office, mark my fucking words, this crisis is going to see the most DRAMATIC concentration of wealth to the upper classes. It scares the shit out of me. I despair that most people in the rich western world still don't feel that the existence of billionaires is going to literally end society as we know it, I'm not being dramatic. I honestly worry economic inequality is going to kill democracy. I'm 100% serious in that belief.


We don't need to kill rich people or take over golf courses but if we attempt or start shrinking the gap between the rich and the poor, democracy will die. I promise, promise, promise all of you that. Upon time, I just fucking wish the conservatives would decide to 'conserve' the middle class and democracy, but they just try to get people angry about trans people and immigrants and Trudeau's socks while actually wanting to make things worse by lowering taxes more than they already are.

Fuck them.

All contribution are held by my buddy, and moderation contribution by Mistry.

Walking Through a Shadow

In all your life span. Have you ever thought of breaking the connection between yourself and the darkness. I call it the darkness because it is our buried  secrets that follow us daily. In a weird way our secrets can hurt us and sometimes will cause nightmares. What can you do in our mind to hit the snooze button. 

Do you confront your demons or Just keep moving forward, and let troll along with your shadow. 

My demons hunt me everyday. Knowing how to not kill a man, knowing not to hurt a person, and that lust of sensation of sexual need. Those demons are generic and people tend to not expand nor fight it. I come to realize my shadow is coming to break. Whatever the case maybe. I tend to not see my shadow anymore. As I stay indoors, and drive. Having a cast away my demons daily is showing your strength to rejuvenation.

As you grow older and wiser your shadow dies down, and knowing not to look backwards. As you think you become a scholar.  Becoming a new person as we get older is a shaping skill set. By breaking that shadow we know as a person it only temporary before a new shadow follows you.

The old saying usually comes along. Always move forward never backwards. Otherwise you will be in your shadow.

That being said, a shadow is always going to be following you. It will carry all you demons and soul desire. If you just move forward you will miss an opportunity. If that occurs. Then your shadow will take on that chance and opportunity. I think our shadow is a doorway to hell or new world.

Think of this way. If you watched the flash tv show or read the comics. There is a character called mirror master. Our shadow is showing an alternate version of ourselves. If you truly understand your own self. Then take this time break your shadow and not let it shine.


Mistryman out and about....

Import or Home groomed

People ask me why I have not gotten the arrange marriage or why I am single. Simple answer I am all about the money.

Every since I was young.  I have seen the struggles in my family  had or people in general. I seen countless movies, read a lot of materials about life, and family issues. I have found that depending on self values and morel codes. People will enjoy their own personal choice and then regret it afterwards. The reason I say this. There are people I known that gotten arrange marriages and assuming that they will have a good time. If not, they will go a different path.

I have seen mixed cultures and arranged marriage work. Myself personally, I have felt that arrangements work if that person knows the person way in advance at a young age.  People may have advise or said this to me. The only way a marriage works if both parties are in the boat, and share the same love and compassion.

While growing up parents have known that there are people that can make a suitable family extension. I have understood that for awhile. My mind set is already in the bouncing around to go towards neither option. As my decision over the years have been bad choices. Such as work life, social activities (missed out on SAA), working to much, caring for people who I thought was important. Things like these were all over the place. Most people have already focused on their own needs by the age. I have never had the opportunity to focus.

People are groomed at their own phases of life. I have grown to fast and made bad choices. People older than me tell me "it takes time" or "you will know when you are older." What do they know those inconsiderate ass wholes. Growing with older generations and being a transitional age person who works with all generations. I seem to forgotten who I am.

I get the feeling while wondering my life. I lack the education of social norms. It is not high school in real life. One wrong move can ruin your social life or norm. I had to punch an Asian dude out due to his mouth. Just because he was saying things, and calling my bluff. Overall, I have to say people who started out from exploring life, and then becoming somewhat adults. I call them out. Do they really have a perfect life?  I  think not?

Gosh that was hard to say out-loud.

Whatever the case maybe, my personal values are being affected no matter what I do. Going back to thought in import or home grown is a hard choice to make.  There is additional issues while importing. Such as, sponsorship, ESL, culture, income, and housing. Soul responsibility of multiple individuals can drain a person out mentally and physically. I guess what I am saying. I would rather not import a girl from my homeland due to I enjoy my own simple value life.

Having additional responsibilities in another land can cause additional problems such as financial drainage.  By all means, the money your are sending over, for the family can be scamming you in the end who knows.  Foreign life can be different and difficult at times. If this back in the  70s, 80s, or 90s.  The important culture values will be strong, and people will be more in passionate about each other or have a simple transition bringing in their spouse's family over.

If I was born in the 70s or 80s. I might go and import a girl if I had an opportunity. Now, people look at income, housing, if he or she can handle  family drama or support their man's choices in careers.  This is another reason why I do not want to import.

I can see myself in leaning towards home grooming. I have  had a conversation with a person recently, and if in fact I go and import a person. I would need someone with a clear mind, and a lot of hope then become a home groomed person. What is defined home groomed is someone who has the same values as their partner, and will look after them no matter the circumstances, and someone who was born or raised in the same country as yourself.  If this person is foreign I can shape this person in my image.

People keep saying to me go back home and find a girl. I tend to brush them off. As I known what type of people they are. As I had multiple females that were from foreign land. Their mind is different.

In all cases, foreign environment can get a lot of issues. The person can try to change you in their image as well.  They want you to forget your birth right, and manage their own values and country.

In the end, I would rather be single and alone to deal rather than dealing with drama from my own homeland.

My life isn't complete. I realize that I have a long ways to go, but those have partners congratulations in finding their true love.

 Mistry Man,

Out and about

Single and their male struggles

Well,  as you can tell from my title. I am truly am one single person since I started this blog.  Ever since I can recall. I usually have a issue in completing tasks. Such as, putting lotion on the back parts of your body. This is an example of our struggles.

Throughout time, and time again my body is hard to handle. If I consider yoga I would be able to suck my own dick. Realistically, you could if you try and do all those bending movements from yoga. You do not need to break two rib cages in order to do it. There was a moment where a great yoga master was asked by a comedian if he could suck his own dick. I was thinking, why would he ask that. I guess he the comedian sense that the yoga master had true peace in his life.

There is more to this rant. While going on rides at any amusement park the  roller coasters are prime example in creating pairs. When you are a single male you do realize in the end you will be alone. They built these large machines to taunt you. Another example, when you have a hairy back or some sort of hair removal needs attention.

Having a partner is benefit to help with these tasks.  Have you ever asked your partner to do these tasks if needed? If so, then that means your in a perfect relationship in a sense of equality and knowing you care about their needs.

Being a male single guy has their perks, such as not dealing with drama or other issues that comes with baggage along the way. But, its a lie. Having baggage can hold a lot things in your corner in life.

Other struggles occur such as starting a number of businesses that you have a passion in creating. Basically if your alone and want to do something. You will need support somehow. Being apart of "Lone Wolf" society can run its course as you get older. Having all the fun, and that wolf soon becomes not the ALPHA or BETA...it comes the OMEGA where you not important anymore.

The time has come to accept to not enjoy, but to settle. The meaning behind OMEGA is a full circle of life. That ALPHA becomes OMEGA when the next great wholesome WOLF comes.  Over time and time again you think about how you could change. Encouragement comes from within and knowing the male struggles will understand your situation better.

If you find yourself in that status of OMEGA then you just need find your "deeshee bosooroi" which means rise. In light of context I have to write out that I feel that we should be herd. The male struggles could be anything. I would be depressed, and who would I turn too? I only can turn to myself in the end. While other can turn to their partners, and discuss anything.

Hopefully, one day I can reconnect to the girl of my dreams, and hopefully she understands where I am coming from.

Mistry Man,

PDA (Pubic Display Affection ) Indian People and all

Well, it comes to a time where love is a must. How much is PDA needed. Only question is why is it important.

While growing up it is hard to say which value to use. Do you follow the commercial success of modern society that shows PDA or just bottle up and show your PDA in other ways.

I find that PDA is an emotional tool to people. Jealousy and self doubt can come to terms. When you see someone with their significant other. Indian people have evolved and become more PDA. That only for the younger generation due to the Indian movies that recent years ( 2009) came out. 

PDA became popular a lot and still we need to respectively show limited access.  Social media has become a huge success and PDA has been popular with different challenges per say. Only recently I came across "first picture challenge".  It makes me wonder do I need to see this crap?

Like literally,   it's enough I seen your kids, pictures over the years and seeing the greatest things over the years you and your spouse have built. But reminding someone of your past. Kind of ruins what have you done / accomplished.

Did you ever think that it will impact another person who is struggling, for being single and alone? It's more self defensive to protect ourselves against what could happen. If we didn't appreciate the things we have.

This whole PDA is just looking for an emotional support " pet".  The reason I said that.  Because people with specific spouces show emotional love, for both parties. If one person is not emotional on behalf of their spouce. Then you have the old school Indian mentality where PDA isn't important.

Please understand,  PDA should be in the middle and limitations are needed in this day in age.  Public opinion using the PDA is a hit or miss. While outside I recommend you look before you leap,  for that kiss in public.

If I see this, it brings an opportunity of chills and what not. If you were me. You are probably may or maynot be thinking "where is my partner" or I should see that girl and grab her and kiss her as well.

Having PDA is the most important thing to keep limited.   If this rule is followed then we would have less emotional and needful people in our lives.

I am the one he likes PDA, but with limited access. But home life with Indian parents are hard enough. PDA isn't a necessary skill to show in the house and having a home life.

I look at my older generation of family and PDA isn't shown. They just do their own thing and when it comes to household things. There is PDA in food, companionship and conversation. There isn't much hugs or kisses going on. As the other generation get older. Their kids learn off them and hopefully take in the same skills of affection.

But there are others who take a different approach.  They change their parents and make them show PDA.  Overtime,  it gets old and I would think it would revert back to their old-fashioned ways.

I am hopeful that one day PDA can be fined. I have read somewhere that some places in the world it's illegal upon. I have a feeling it's the middle-eastern culture since they are more strict and they even marry within their extended family.

I hope that you like this rant, but that's myself thinking and writing.

Much appreciated,
Mistry Man,
You only die once.

When is honesty best said?

Do you find that people can be honest daily or just put on a fake smile, and say the truth anytime they want?

When in doubt what do you do? Would you be, so  straight forward with someone, and hurt their feelings..or just  not worry about end result? If you like a girl and your bottle necking your feelings. It will sound like a pop bottle exploding. 

While drinking demons can come out of the closet. Then, and how often can you express your true feelings. I hurt a girl's feelings twice and maybe a third time, but that second time was influenced by a girl who was tainted and has no ground.

Bringing up mix feelings and putting a girl down should not be the answer. I guess what I am saying is honesty can work when you and that person are undoubtedly neutral.  What I mean is your mental state and strength. Bottling all those emotional issues will cause then wrecking.

How do you recover you ask? Honestly,  if I knew I would not have this issue right now.  But then again. Time will tell. Moving forward is the only option and reassess your situation.

Honestly, is never the best policy. Since you need both parties to be in the middle, and only then you will get anywhere in using honestly.

Overviews and detailed oriented will go along way sometimes. You have to realize when to put your foot down. Bottle necking is ideal in people due to coming out and telling what they feel is hard enough. If I could turn back time. I would tell my feelings the moment that girl shared hers.

That my friend is a natural ground, for honestly. Where both parties came together and understand each other. Rather than hashing out the truth.

There are times where families tend to hold it in and let their spouce know what their feeling.  Spouces are the break between reason. If you have a common partner and want to be honest to someone. Run the process. If you have no one to turn too; such as, like yours truly.. All you can do is turn to the mirror and look at yourself and ask questions.

Bottom line,  you need a foundation before using honestly.  I have to say,  me being honest is a cure or a curse. Due to, I say the facts that people do not like and always be hated.

I leave you with this advice....always step forward and never back.  Just be truthful whenever a chance happens.

Mistry Man,
Leaving a peaceful and blank life.

Staying Home without a Job (How it feels, and realizing it is not impacting my life)

Every since I can remember my last job dates back to  June 2017. It was my second job and it was part time. My first job was gone  as of January that following year. I was looking for a job, for the  17th time, and I would take any other job, but I had to let it ride out till I found my true passionate job. I am an educated and experienced person. Why not like everyone else say "self employment" is the way to go for yourself. As I self inflict myself in this thought.

 I started to write things down on a plan. By end of the year, I had no more EI ,and had to take my employment else where. Which was Amazon. That lasted about a year before I got  mee-tooed.  Then, took another job as a whole sale coordinator for graphic supplies. That didn't last long.

As 2019 came and May came, I did the real thing and continue to pursue my self empowerment and be a consultant. This idea, and venture worked and I got my first two clients to improve their business. I would call myself a "Launch Master" this idea was great. Coming from experience and helping a business. Well, that turned to shit, and by December of  2019 we did not come to terms with my payment. All they had in mind is "SALES, SALES, SALES" let it all ride in money. Rather than paying for someone to help grow in a correct manner.

We are now in 2020, and pandemic struct.  Everyone is now jobless and working from home. This sign is showing the truth on how I feel right now. As our economy is in crisis and I am loosing income since 2017. Shows you that I am not feeling the effect of economy.  Working from home, and having no income. Nothing has changed for me.  Job stands for "JUST OVER BROKE" I have been doing this method for my entire career, and life.  People are crying due since the term came to life.

Exploring life, enjoying parties, paying for meals at the bars, and socializing with people is a dreadful thing, for single individuals.  This is not the case, for me. As I built my platform on social circles. Personally, my past blogs I was talking about circle of friends and life experiences.  I have already create my own "self isolation circle." Which includes, movies, parents, TV, working out from home, taking care of basic responsibilities, house work, and all adult responsibilities.

Bills are there, and if someone saved enough calling it  "rainy day funds" it will work out till this pandemic pass. All them bar tenders, and "non-essential" places are fucked. Those business owners and employees did not keep a nest egg. This is what people are crying about. Those places who work off tips. Spend all their money on luxury places, and exploring the world. There are some with kids, and other issues, but bottom line always stash some cash when in need. From every place I went too, and one person I know their mentality, for everything is "TIPS ARE EVERYTHING" the one guy I know can afford all those lucky expenses, and what not. Now, I have not spoken to him due to his mouth was causing problems.

Granted I do not want anything bad happening to those people, but  in the conversations I had with these people are so "NOT" life skills. It was party time, and drinking, and who is the next sucker for their spending.

Overall, my life is an endless "FUCK YOU"  every turn I take its a brick wall or harder surface. I keep moving forward not worrying about my life. As I created a nest egg, but as of today. My nest egg is gone due to major expenses that corrected the "Curve" per say of life.

I look to this as an example of life and choices. Know your place before giving up.  If you give up then you do not know what potential opportunity will happen.

I leave you with this thought. What will your next move be after this crisis has calm down.

From my heart to yours, I wish you all the best in your contribution and life experience. My mysterious mind has this to write, and I yet have to figure in how to paint a perfect picture to my story.

I would lie and say. Everything is going to be ok, and we have to leave it up to god, and "THE MAN" to solve our problems.

I leave you with this, why do you have to relay on others when you as a person is strong?

Mister Man,
Outta here.

Self Isolation

A lot of people hate the fact of being isolated due to time of pandemic. We survived a lot over the centuries.  We as people always be one with ourselves anyhow each day.

Having people around us is a plus side to keep our minds fresh.  When you think about it, and it could be true, but only a black whole can be your own isolation. It is an endless circle and it never ends, and when it comes our own personal activities, and mind. It is growth, and full of imagination. As we grow up we tend to forget ourselves and how we became in-human rather than human.

The reason I say this consider your daily lives. Do you find that fulfilling after the day is done. Do find that yourself  happy and satisfied after accomplishing those ideally tasks as work, and never forgetting about it.

Now, during this time self isolation is hard due to you know what is going on throughout the day and every second of it. Hence I call it "Black whole effect."  Every time you look at yourself you probably thinking to yourself. "Have I or Ha-vent I" done this task today. At work, your already set up with your calendar or  have a feeling things are missing.


Isolation is a great tool to use and take advantage. Reason behind my madness is that you have time reflect on who you hurt, what accomplishments you have achieved, who is your real friends, how humble you will be at the end of isolation, getting to know someone on a different level, understanding the real factors of life, and mostly figuring out yourself correctly.

The last one is for people who use socialism to use as a coping mechanism. People tend to lean towards their crowd or circle.  This pandemic is going to show your true colours. Now, test begins within your mind, body, and soul. While these things are happening in our brain. People are watching out for this CORONA FIGHT. I mean, dang beer out of stock. What to do? Buy another brand of beer that is available.

All jokes aside, getting back to self isolation. People tend to fall for looking at the bright side of things and then come downwards plummeting to find out there is no path of greatness.That feeling where you have nothing else inside but joy and understand "nothing is your fault" attitude.  No matter how hard you try. You will always think there is nothing else to do. What is left to do or have not done is always on the back of your mind.

Self Isolation is always a benefit or demon inside our souls.  We as a person need to self isolate in order to rejuvenate our sensation of life.  We have to always remember that living a black whole life is always going to be there no matter how much we fight or seek happiness.

The next evolution will occur once you reach the bottom of the whole.  I will say this last bit of my mysterious mind.  Black wholes, and self isolation; are one in the same when you think about it.

Man of Mistry,
Always thinking and Always writing.