Yonder to Life

Hi all,

Here I am going along my life as usual and nothing happend yet from my past bloggs. I have a feeling it my pick up again or not.

Guess what I got a job now, but this job is has no future for me to achieve sucess in business becasue I am a bloody paperboy in the business world. Fuck! All my hard work in studying and the line of work I got into is "PAPER TRAIL" man I got screwed soo hard in the asshole that my "cornwhole" look it up its an actual amish thing...also herd it on Family Guy...anyways, ignor the cornwhole comment...this job is okay since I need the experience and need income, but over all nothing is going to be happening.

I sit in the office filing, entering, driving, monitering, and fucking...yes fucken my brians out all the time turing to mush, and not gain any knowledge from work. Co-workers are female and highschool grads only..no university or college..streight to work..DTF and not smart...only smart in the common sense (but it is over rated and the actual people who are actual smart with common sense are way older like 40+) and never critical thinking.Between you and I the books we read or schooling we may achieve they cannot compare our knowledge gained.

The people who are 40 and older they are sucessful and have kids and their kids maynot have common sense. This is my reason why I said it is over-rated.

My current company just decided to put me to night shift...like WTF, I give up the night life just to do business during the day. Well, I notice this company is all family and someone knows someone through their past. As I said from my past jobs it is always like that. I am a nobody and cannot make something of one self.

I have more to the story...Back in March of 2011 I had another job which was leading toward sucess, but then a fuck up happen...when a company has all their eggs in one basket it will cause a delima.

What do you do:

A) Talk to the employee and fire their ass.
B) Tell the company to fuck off and train the employee to be a better man and find another customer.
C) Lay the sucker off and make money off the dame entertainment business and hire another consultant to run a industrial business section properly.
D) Hire the consultant during/before the layoff and blame it on the error from other customers complained.

If you know this answer please comment below what happen, and I will gladly say yes or no.

Any freaking company I go to has no trainning or development. I have do everything myself...BIG PICTURE nothing is easy in life...well geee I did not know that.

After I got the lay... I waited and sent a mass resume spree, and got a phone call the middle of August of this year. I went in and this guy who was looking for an assistant analyist for him, but things turned when I started to get side track and not make any sense, so he put me into another office. Where I met another manager, so I spoke kindly/honestly and said "my parents want me out and get a proper job", and I did mention I have a business diploma.

Week later they hired me and started me out to work...orignally I was not to touch any dispatching or comunication with anyone...just entering costed material..but then shit happens and they put me to bitch work status right away. I know I have to work at it, but this is not right.

I have an amazing company, but no growth will happen to me. I will not be the next VP or Manager...I will be the lonely paperboy working nights.


Life is like a yonder because you do not know what is going to happen next. I have notice that my skills may not be transferable this time around, and it is sad to say..I am a Bitch boy for life...sorry bitchman!

Currently, I am thinking long and hard what life will bring...am I going to be the next billionare, or the next CEO...or fucken dead...who knows.

Time will tell.

I will never know.

Maybe event coordination?? Well, right now I need to get my dead head in order becasue I am at a point where FUCK YOU happens.

Thank you,

Mistry Man.